I live on.
I am surrounded by blurry people
Walking past each other in dark places.
I stay busy.
Between friends, papers, learning and doing
I try to forget moments and faces.
No matter how hard I try you don’t cease to exist.
I know you hurt me.
I became a stranger to both of us
And yet, my dream of us won’t disappear.
You want to stay in touch.
But I have to be cold and push you back
Even though all I want is to be near.